Dave's just gotta Rave!
Dear World Family,
Welcome to 1999.
We've discovered a psychic
universe permeates this physical universe. Even makes it, but that
we can't prove to you. Yet. Others in the future will have to do that,
Quantum Physicists being well on their way, but we are happy to share our
experiences so that you may discover your 'personal phychic universe'
amongst others...where YOUR input shows up.
That portion of reality that
YOU are PERSONALLY responsible for bringing into your present. For creating
in your present, once you 'see' your 'arena'.
Over the past year, we've had MANY psychic occurrences. We define this by the seeming knowledgeable connectivity of our friends, OR NATURE, where none should exist. In other words, 'we didn't tell them, how'd they know?' kind of things. Or following IMPULSES to lead us to a psychic connection. Not only has that greater inter connectivity been shown to us by our life's experiences, in our own personal lives, but we also have many examples of our being more aware (having a larger body of knowledge accessible to us) than we usually realize...that thing we call hunches and wishes. See below.
This year, I will continue
to document those 'paranormal' things YOU can see happening to you, by
documenting what happens to us.
Psychic activity shows when
you think of a friend and they call, or vice versa.
E.G. (e.g. means 'for example',
young 'uns! )
San Francisco's Power Outage
1998
When the power outage hit San Francisco last month, I tried to call Kenny at work. Couldn't get through as the office has a plugged in system. About thirty minutes later, his boss, Thomas Burns, called me from his home to tell me that if Kenny called, tell them to go home for the day. Kenny called me from a payphone while I was on the phone to Tom. Luckily we have call waiting!
Now if you say, 'just coincidence', I wouldn't blame you, cause that's what we were taught to believe. It's just a coincidence.
It's not, but you'll have to
(and you CAN) prove it to yourself!
We have them most EVERY day.
Or perhaps we're continually
on the lookout, so we NOTICE something every day.
Incidentally, after Kenny walked home, our friends in the building converged on our apartment and we had a wonderful blackout party. They waited for Kenny, but he does attract the parties. More psychic activity showing.
You might say
it was coincidence, I say it's evidence of HIS psychic abilities.
Let it Snow!
Kenny'd been wishing
for snow in San Francisco, where we are delighted to live. When it did,
what was he doing? Sprinkling snow in our hallway around the Christmas
decorations! He was so upset at having missed it, cause he had been telling
all our friends to wish hard for snow in SF at Christmas. We laughed abought
missing it, and I humorously told him next time, wish to SEE the snow!
But what psychic connectivity!
Sprinkling snow INSIDE while
it's snowing OUTSIDE.
It happened. You can call it coincidence if you like, but YOU rob YOURSELF of perceiving a RICHNESS to life we usually ignore, because we call them coincidences.
It shows all over the place,
but we usually dismiss it. We just don't think of it in terms of proving
psychic connectivity. Science wants psychicness to be proven in a staged
setting. A controlled environment. Read a mind, tell the future.
But psychic activity chooses it's own time. The Scientists could prove
it to themselves, but proving it clinically seems a chimera...most
'psychics' don't do well on tests, the strain of performance is too much
to allow the free flow of inner information.
We'd love to volunteer, but
they'll put us in separate rooms and hand us cards.
I'd much rather have a phone
call example. It's documented in the phone companies' records, not to forget
OUR
waking memories, if not a scientific setting. Much more practical too!
And what's GREAT about this is you don't have to take my word for it...examine YOUR daily events and see what coincidences show up and what they tell you.
Well, there's two examples
from 1998 to start off Dave's Raves, 1999.
Many more happened, but I
like the 'flashy' ones the most.
Dave Starkovich, Drama Queen
for sure!
CONNECTED!
Kenny was sleeping yesterday...he's home with a cold...I have it too, but I wasn't sleepy. So I'm sitting there watching him sleep and blow him quiet kisses. He sighs in his sleep. About an hour later I blow him some kisses and ONCE AGAIN, he sighs.
I giggle. Quietly, with a smile on my face. Moment by moment, day by day, we discover our connectivity.
Dave Starkovich, January 20, 1999.
Intensity
Kenny started getting "intense"
about a poster about town I had noticed...about getting AIDS disabled back
in the work place. Seemed stupid to me, but Kenny took hold of the idea
with a vengeance, which I may have enhanced calling him my "knight in shining
armor". He starts on a phone campaign to all the Supervisor's offices,
faxing his letter about town to various and sundry.
I wondered at this change
in him, he's never been an 'activist' before.
So he ends up accomplishing
little, but does get his letter in the Bay Area Reporter.
We celebrate that achievement,
and he calls me later...saddened;
Louis', our friend, is in-between.
(How I refer to death, dears.) His obituary is in that issue as well.
Kenny always knows what he's doing!
Wishing you well, Louis Buday.
Dave Starkovich, February
18, 1999.
Sounder Nose LOVE
Kenny had a tough time getting up this morning, and was groutchy.
So I try to get him to laugh
and he complies, grudgingly.
Sounder did the trick.
She meows at him, he picks
her up, and on her nose is stuck a little red Heart!
Kenny broke into delightful, freeing laughter.
What's the probability on that chance happenstance? In the thirteen years I've had her, she's never had ANYTHING stuck on her nose, except the peanut butter Kenny's put there!
Don't dismiss cats' ability to know what's going on and to respond fantastically! They ARE psychic.
Sounder got IT right on the nose today!
February 25, 1999
Kenny got a Bingo this morning!
So we put on "On A Clear Day You Can See Forever,", and Kenny gets in the shower.
As he comes out the phrase, "in a towel, dripping wet," floats across the room. He giggles, pointing to himself, wrapped in a towel, dripping wet.
D.S. March 4, 1999
Re-interpreting History
Mary Poppins
In the making of Mary
Poppins, Walt Disney gave the book to the Sherman Brothers, two of his
composers.
They circled six chapters,
Walt on his own had circled the same six.
The Sherman Brothers commented on the FEELING discovering that was.
They didn't SEE it INTELLECTUALLY as showing their PSYCHIC connectivity, but they FELT 'it' and that's ALL it takes: Feeling. Seeing it as YOUR connectivity showing is what the INTELLECT does, but the HEART recognizes it BEFORE the intellect TRANSLATES it.
Dan gets the Bingo this time.
The other morning, Dan and Kenny are going to the store. Dan comes over and knocks, JUST as Erasure sings about "someones knocking at the door...".
DS March 6, 1999
Dream on, Love
Kenny and I were napping yesterday. I have to have a two to three hour nap each day...no stamina due to aids. I woke up a little earlier then Kenny, and he says as clear as can be, "We are one".
DS March 9, 1999
Intensity, Part II
Above I talk about the "primordial ooze" posters, and Kenny's unusual intensity and the result of finding Louis' Obituary by writing his letter.
The posters have been removed. They were to stay six to eight more weeks. We never in our wildest dreams EXPECTED anything to be done, considering the blah-blah-blah we got.
Maybe it was Louis working them from inside!
Thanks Louis!
LOVE back at 'cha!
We miss your sweet smile.
Psst...meet us in our dreams!
Works even better then low tech video on the net!
DS, March 9, 1999
My goodness, so much
has happened since the ninth, and I haven’t been writing about it.
First, an update on the primordial
ooze above.
After the B.A.R. published Kenny’s letter, they published mine the following week.
This week they published our thank you:
Tinkled Purple
Dear B.A.R.,
Thank you for printing the
‘primordial ooze’ letters from us recently.
Though we expected no response
from local government, considering the run around they gave us, we are
‘tinkled purple with magic bag delight’ that the "gift" which was supposed
to run 6 to 8 weeks MORE, is now over. We’d also like to thank those who
called the SF Health Department and City Hall. We don’t delude ourselves
that we are important to them. It’s your publishing it that did the trick!
Thanks!
Dave and Kenny Cowan-Starkovich
Thanks AGAIN, B.A.R.!
Joshua’s Bingo!
Then there was the story Joshua (a friend) told us of his miracle!
He had been hit in the eye and had so much damage, the doctors felt it would be necessary to remove the eye.
As he put it, "My three witch aunts got together and prayed for me. The next morning, my eye was totally healed"
Tracy's Bingo
Our Neighbor, Tracy, came a-calling last night. Told us of her knee. She had bumped it so hard, it was swelling and hurting.
She was resting it the other day, and heard a voice tell her to lift her leg and try to walk. She did, and it was all better! You go, girl!
Dave Co*Star, March 23, 1999
Lucky 7s
COME ON LUCKY SEVENS,
we encouraged the slot machines
in Reno.
I got one 160 dollar payback,
having put 80 dollars in, so stopped playing the dollars and went to the
nickels, and considered myself a winner, though I really WANTED those sevens
to pop up once...
Kenny didn't fare quite as
well.
So we didn't get our lucky
sevens...
'Til on the way home.
Walking along the train when it got in, (Twas wonderful taking the train!), out of the corner of my eye, I noticed the number on a car: 7777!
Kenny got his sevens too!
When he got home he called
for his credit card balance: 777!
He paid HIS dues, 275 dollars worth! He had fun though, and we'll split the expenses!
I told him don't worry, you just won't 'see' your new raise for two months! Gotta paydown that debt!
I pay my credit card each month,
fully. No debts = no financial stress!
D. C*S. April 22, 1999
Katherine Feather Hastings,
thank you for expressing such truth, so beautifully.
Read the letters to the editor! Read them all, The other letters are just as powerful.
Meek-speak, that's where it's at! (That 'artfully dodging' 'spirit' shows up in everyone, crossing political lines, religious lines and even racial lines. EVEN the 'other lines' of inanimate and animate. Maybe those lines are mankind's ignorances. The Abrahamic Religions treat nature as subservient to man, to be used and abused at our whim for profit, leaving it to our children, (OURSELVES, 'next' time around!), to clean up...Hindus revere cows, but let them starve, and say you can't raise your level of living cause it's not in your CASTE, and that's your karma...I read a letter to the editor about life not being fair.
LIFE IS FAIR.
We HUMANS have catching UP to do.
Sounder Synchronicity
So I'm sitting and thinking of my honey who just left for work, and trying to remember those things psychic that have been happening recently to us. I don't like to stop and write things down, and neither does Kenny. Yet I miss reporting some good ones.
Anyway, I'm pondering the recent past, and Barbara's singing one of our favorite songs, Go To Sleep from On A Clear Day You Can See Forever.
Sounder the 'Sensitive Cat', walks over the bed, and just as Barbara hits the line, "go to sleep, girl, go to sleep" she steps on my computer's 'sleep' button, sending the computer to sleep!
Strut your Synchronic Stuff, Sounder!
Dave Co*Star, June 8, 1999
Sounder and Kenny:
Interspecies Communications
This one is thanks to Kenny, who pointed out this example of Sounder’s understanding of us, and our understanding of her ability to know what's going on.
He had lost an earring that
he had only recently been given by a friend and was disappointed.
As he's thinking of checking
the bathroom, Sounder lets out a big MEEEOOOOWWWWW!
Kenny says, "Sounder confirms!"
and checks the bathroom.
It’s on the floor of the bathtub,
where she always chases the water droplets down the drain after he showers!
Dave Co*Star, 6/10/99
"I would call it magical,
most people wouldn't notice."
-Kenny Co*Star
So Kenny and I are sitting
here and I say, "Wouldn't it be nice to get to meet Erasure?" (He wants
to paint them from behind....as nude angels.)
I continue with, "who knows?
Having the reputation of a kook might actually help!"
So I take out the CD and look at my man and wonder aloud, "What do you think they'd call a voluntary "psychotic" that gets miracles?"
The CD player answers by shutting
ON IT'S OWN,
which it has NEVER done.
Just reporting our magically coincidental environment, that's all.
CO*incidentally, we had been
listening to Erasure's WILD CD...you know...the one with...
"It's a special Love affair,
there's magic in the air."
Kenny and Dave Co*Star, June 11, 1999
Nature gives lessons about Intersexuality in NATURE
Read an article on SfGate
about intersexed rodents showing up in 1995 and 1998 in a population
in Kesterton.
I mentioned to Kenny that
those were the years, (The 97 time ended in 98), I had my 'psychic/mystical'
experiences, wherein a major impression I got is that humanity is three
sexes. We DENY intersexed Persons.
Just an odd coincidence? I claim nothing, dears, as even I don't get to know more than that this seems connected. Seeing your life become psychicly magical doesn't teach you anything other than that it is indeed psychicly magical...psychically responsive to YOU. It certainly didn't teach me solutions to humanities problems. But I can guarantee we'll figure them out, at the appropriate time.
That's the "Free Will/Predestination" magicness of it. The concept of balanced opposites is so important, cause BOTH sides are TRUE to their constituents, and the UNIVERSE GIVES BOTH SIDES WHAT THEY EXPECT. The universe confirms (conforms to), our beliefs.
It's always BEEN that way, why should it change now?
I just put things together differently these days.
As Barbara Striesand sings what Allen Rich, Sea Gazely, and Marsha Malamet, songwriters, created:
"There are no mistakes, only lessons to be learned."
Dave Co*Star, June 12, 1999
Thanks for the varied reporting, SFGate!
Sometimes merely puzzling items are more informative than the sensational ones. It's all a matter of how you put it together.
Play with it!
Grin!
Toss it to me, universe!
I’ve been noting for awhile
that shopping Ebay provides occurrences of synchronicity, against all the
"supposed" odds.
This morning I’ve addressed
two envelopes to two different sellers at the auction house everybody loves
or hates these days.
I’ve even gotten spam on them...Hmmm...Microsoft Word spellcheck doesn’t recognize that word, spam,...how 'pretend it doesn't exist' can one be?
But this entry is for mathematicians.
You get to figure odds! You know: permutations and combinations.
So here’s the addresses, minus the individually identifying stuff.
1st letter:
1st name: G _ _ _ _ _
last name: _ _ward,
Zip: 28 444
2nd letter:
1st name: G_ _ _ _ _
last name: Ward
Zip:93 555
What’s the odds of that CHANCE HAPPENSTANCE?
Dave Co*Star, learning from
life's little occurences itself!
June 19, 1999
Hey fellow social/sexual 'deviants'!
Happy Pride in Who WE Are Day!
VARIETY is the SPICE of LIFE!
Kenny and Dave Co*Star, June
24, 1999.
P.S. ALSO for this weekend, I make a PREDICTION!
Seth said that cultures were
going to teach us something. I've already learned it:
APPRECIATION!
Someday you unappreciative types will FINALLY get THAT, too!
Start with each cultures different
ways of preparing food. You know... the BANQUET table! It's a GREAT analogy.
Yummy yummy, LOVE in the tummy at it's best!
Made my day!
Just got back from picking up a new book. As I was walking to the counter, I passed a couple talking. A Little girl walked by and said something to her friend walking beside her. The woman at the table, overhearing, said to her friend, "I was JUST thinking of that today."
I overcame my shyness and said to them, with a grin, "Evidence of psychic activity!"
She responded with a smile, and the words, "all the time!"
Luckily no psychiatrists were eavesdropping!
What can't be measured, just doesn't exist to them, and when TWO people verify miracles, it doesn't matter, you're both just deluded. And when the Catholic Church says the sun dimming at that place in Yugoslavia was a mass hallucination, cause ten thousand people saw it, I want to ask, isn't that a miracle, that so many people see the sun dim, at the same time, independently, yet en masse? What the hell is communion about anyway...Catholic Church? It's YOUR word! I bet I got a better take on CONFIRMATION too...it ISN'T about being a soldier in Christ. That's detritus from the days you thought you were meant to rule the world. It's having YOUR universe say, "HI THERE, DAVE!" and give you miracles cause you needed them.
Dogmatic Do-Dos are extincting themselves! You've spun a joke on yourselves, religions AND psychiatry! When is a cigar MORE than a cigar? When it's used years later in a sex act that becomes public. That's the GIGGLES of simultaneous time.
Joan of ARC was NOT scizophrenic, she was PSYCHIC! And honest too boot!
She ended up getting burned by the people who used her, and then sainted later on by those same fools.
That's why we've (NOT them!) BUILT TECHNICAL global communications: So that all the wee folks could see that all their 'masters' don't know shit from SHINE-0la.
But damn, that lady had it right on target! We ALREADY HAD psychic communications...even globally...even universally, even galaxially. (see Isaac Asimov).
You GO girl!
You made my day, Lady!
THANKS!
I was just today considering stopping the upkeep on this page. I needed the encouragement, as frankly, I think I've got enough documentation up here already. I've proved my point, even if I left the belief of the veracity of the events reported up in the air. That's so YOU can test your truthsense....one of the senses science doesn't even believe in, but Frank Herbert explained to me. READ HIS BOOKS! The universe didn't give me unequivicol evidence, anyway, unless you can talk the doctors into reporting in print what they saw concerning the healing on my leg. You won't be able to, though....we've tried! They don't want to get involved! They are not REQUIRED to write the good stuff, only symptoms of illness.
And I understand that, too, cause those of you who believe there is NOTHING to this, must have YOUR beliefs granted too. If I could PROVE this, you'd expect MORE of me.
No such sucker here!
I don't DO anything, except try to enjoy my day. That's why you came here, isn't it?
It took confirming miracles before I even BEGAN to write this, but all I CAN do is talk! I hope I've shown you how MUCH the universe is willing to PROVE it to you, PERSONALLY.
Impersonal life force?
HAH,
It's a very PERSONAL LIFE SOURCE universe out and in there.
That's why Seth told us that the universe was conscious and alive, psychiatry's belief that that is delusional aside...what do they know? THEY can't PROVE any of their theories!
They also delude themselves by ignoring unexplainable occurences. They ADMIT that things like this happen, mind you, but it had NO BEARING on my complaint with them, from their perspective. My complaint? A LOT of gays are having psychic awakenings...they treat them all the same...tell the Lover he HAS to leave to get the other lover to "hit bottom". (THEIR WORDS, WHICH THEY LATER DENIED EVER HAVING SAID.)
Kenny didn't want to leave,
but those at the Aids HELLTH project convinced him to.
Why?
To TRY to induce erratic behavior
in ME, so I'd get locked up.
Sigh...that's why in my Halloween editorial, I said, "But oh, what a joy, and that's my final lie." That's the only erratic behavior they got from me. I saw through their pose very early....their first visit actually.
They don't WANT to believe in psychichness...only illness.
I LIKE my "delusions"!
Hauled MY ass into the new age!
It's a magical world, and NOT just at Disneyland!
Dave Co*Star, June 30, 1999
Appreciate what you've GOT, and the universe will delight you with MORE!
The Friday Follies
Read a great article, trying to explain Alien Abductions. They attributed it to a new theory: Sleep paralysis. Now mind you, I think it all as yet unacknowledged Psychicness showing up as whatever, but I’d like to offer a similar experience. I experienced a net descending over me. I didn’t fear it, cause I had been told about it. By Diane.
She said it was to prevent bodily movement when the individual went Astral. Remember that concept, Astral? Yes, I DID go out of body, zoomed up to the moon and saw the splendor of the stars.
Words don’t define, they limit the explanation. But understand, the important POINT is that all this IS happening.
Told ya, it would get you eventually! The Tau of life, that is, whatever that means!
You’ll INTERPRET it in your OWN way.
Pick a nice interpretation, you deserve to experience your own Psychicness, YOUR way!!!!
"THE MYSTERY OF LIFE IS NOT AN EQUATION TO SOLVE, BUT A REALITY TO EXPERIENCE!!!!" -Robert Heinlein
Thank YOU, RH, for saying it
SO well!
Dave Co*Star, July 9th, 1999
Pope on his own rope!
Vatican
Orders U.S. Priest, Nun To Stop Ministering to Gays
Hanna
Rosin, Washington Post
"The Vatican ordered an American priest and nun yesterday to end their 30-year ministry to gays and lesbians, after an investigation concluded that they failed to comply with the Catholic Church's teaching on the ``intrinsic evil of homosexual acts.'' "
Can Gays sue the Catholic Church for defamation of character? A nice big class action suit?
THEY would have to PROVE we are evil, after all.
There is no such thing as evil...only
STUPIDITY
Dave Co*Star, July 14, 1999
You know folks, this issue is a red herring. You can KEEP your disapproval vs approval dilemma, and clean up our HOME, HUMANITY.
I want a BLUE SKY again.
THE FISHIES want a clean OCEAN again.
Butterflies want to eat, what NATURE provided for them, rather than a gene that mankind thinks is worth their deaths.
That's ALL I want.
Pollution sucks just like your sexual opinions!
In three months, we've gone from "incongruous with nature" to "intrinsically evil."
What about Hermaphrodites? Can they LOVE, whom they please?
Male and female HE created them?
Guess again, religions. Nature herself disagrees. So do people...why else the separation of Church and State?
Ahh, relief sent by MY spirit guides:
YOU!
Streisand
A `Hero' to Advocate
Liz
Smith, Newsday Friday, July 16, 1999
"For me, the most disturbing element of the right wing's political agenda is that it believes that there is one correct spiritual and moral path for all people to follow. The danger inherent in this is its refusal to accept anyone who happens to lead a different lifestyle. Homophobia is a disease that desperately needs to be cured."
Thanks Barbara...er Mrs. Brolin.
'Sadie' Co*Star, July 16, 1999
(If it quacks like a pogrom...)
